Well, here it goes... this could be intresting.

The last 8 months of my life has been very fucked up. I have lost 3 friends because of their drug addictions. But after that i turned around, ended up going through two very lovely girlfriends, and ended up meeting and gaining quite a few great friends from them.... but then, on the other side of things i have a whole other set of "artsy, music" friends that i have had for a while.... but its always a trade off which side of my friends to hang out with on the weekends, because niether of them will intertwine because of maturaty levels. so i always end up pissing off one of my good friends. that and then there is always the girlfriend factor that always seems to screw up both sides.... pissing everyone off, meaning other than my very very close friends i seem to fluctuate loosing and gaining friends who i care alot about them all.....


but ****, what the hell, highschool sucks ***, cant figure crap out........

 

I have 1 best friend who is like a brother, and an *** load of friends that I do things with. It is very hard to have more than a few close friends!
Girls, um damn, can't help there. Been through dozens and finally got married. I saw a Pioneer ad that kind of explained things, "Girlfriends come and go. Your ride is FOREVER." Don't get to upset by a lost love, there really are A LOT more fish in the sea.
If things get that bad try Jesus, he will never let you down.
Need any help drop me an email, I'm never to busy to listen!

As sappy as this sounds YOU ALL know you need some one to vent to so no F%#&ed up comments!

 

thanks dude, yeah i have a few close friends just like that.... and then most of the rest of them are just "lets go hang out, or go to a concert" type friends..... but boy i have some issues lately.... oh well and life moves on...

 

What if he is muslim ???? .......

 

5Speed, TRUE friends understand...and accept you no matter what.....unconditionally.....if they can't? then they were NEVER your true friend anyway......so don't let that bother you.

as far as the "woman' thing? well like you said..you are in highschool....don't sweat it....you have LOTS of years ahead of you to work that one out.....just NEVER EVER think you have them figured out......not gonna happen.....its THEIR parogative to change the rules when ever they want to....and they DO IT TOO!

Just go with the flow....as life moves on.

 

It sure does sometimes... The thing is, sometimes you just have to take a step back. H.S. is mostly about gossip, popularity, and B.S.! A year from now you'll be looking back at what was important at your old school and shaking your head. (Take it from me) You may have an entire group, a clan, of friends now, but when you all graduate and go your separate ways, you might keep in touch with 2 on a regular basis.

I'm sure you'll work everything out on your own, just remember to not get too caught up in things that don't really matter. Good luck

 

ya, im really one to always just shake my head at alot of things that happen in school..... its like one big stupid popularity contest, and im not gonna play! Sad thing is, really its just going to school every day to get credits, not to learn, seriously, I havent learned anything relavent in the past 8 months, its just sitting and listening to teachers do the same thing day after day.

oh well, im asking out a new girl tomarrow, hopefully it all goes well. lol then there is my last girlfriend who has had 5 boyfriends since me (broke up like a month or 2 ago i think)


oh life, what fun!

 

5Speed.....your in highschool....hopefully you will have MANY MANY years ahead of you....but unfortunately I have some bad news....life doesn't get easier....it gets harder.....as you venture out on your own....you will have thrust upon you many new responsibilities....and it only complicates matters. You just have to get your head screwed on straight and then it will all work out fine. Not to mention if done right...you can have one hell of a lot of fun along the way.

 

very true dude, i cant wait for it all to come, I want those extra responsabilities..... but im having hella fun allong the way now! and girls sure add to the fun!

 

WELL.....MOST of the time the girls/women ARE ALL THE FUN!!....course if handled imporperly....they are all your grief too! lol ya just gotta be careful. :{D remember....girls/women are finiky little creatures....and can be your greatest ally or your worst enemy.

 

Just remember, 2 minutes of fun can turn into a lifetime! Some things to keep in mind.......

No glove, No love
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